Hello Internet

This is something I have been planning to do for a while but I kept getting distracted, you see I'm a you-tuber and I would like to share the epic vids I watch everyday with you.  Now I view a lot of channels on youtube so I'm just gonna give you a channel each week if thats ok.  The 1st is a guy named Phillip Defranco and he has The Phillip Defranco Show which is a show that isn't a show its just him talking about stuff that matters to him in the news and in the world, but his views apply are a lot like mine his words apply to me in such a way that I can appreciate. Here is a link to his page http://www.youtube.com/user/sxephil?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/0/nSjdDPIFBUc I hope you enjoy it as much as I do

365 more days till the next 366 and then we have 365 more days for the next 4 years

Yo I'm happy to report I didn't die this past year, its hard to say if i'm going to die or not I hope not a least sooo I made a short list of things I would like to have done by 2012 (its short because I'm making it up as i go along).

1. Buy a professional camera. 
2. Get a better paying job.
3. Try to keep all promises I made to women I care about.
4. Don't lose my blackberry.
5. Keep my flow of awesomeness this awesome.
6. Post a new blog at least twice per week .
7. Add some specials to my blog.
8. Get a puppy (super seriously want a puppy).
9. Get serious about my relationships.
10. Don't die.
11. Get a bunch of people for my portfolio plan.
12. Get my portfolio plan done by the end of 2011.
13. Party, Drink and Lime less
14. Have a relationship with a girl I love to last more then 6 months
15. Get to visit Tobago

So thats my list I hope my hopes aren't to flamboyant. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

F.O.O.D. = Following Our Own Dreams

I have a dream!!  Yes I said I have have a dream!!!! I dream to be the Biggest!! the Baddest!! the most powerful Ninja EVER!!!!! OK well in all seriousness I'm an amateur photographer its a small dream i hope to make a large reality.  Its a dream and its got me really passionate I take solace in the fact that I have something to dream about being a professional at, a lot of people cant do this profession because people never realize that this is a side line job and you barely get any praise and you have to go to some strange places to get pictures nobody else can get, you have to be creative, diligent and patient all for the sake of taking a picture that no one else could take.  Its the kind of job you don't take when your looking for memories of your own because being a photographer means your going to take pictures and its hard to take pictures and be a part of one, if you can understand what I mean its a phrase I made up simply to say don't expect to go to a photo shoot and lime while you just take a couple pictures for fun being a photographer is serious and literally every second counts because thats how long it takes to strike a pose.  I don't have the pleasure of knowing any photographers so I was never given a speech nor was my work ever criticized by a professional I would like to be but I don't think my work is good enough yet plus all my work has been done via my camera phone.  I'm gonna add some pictures I took at the end of this I hope you like them.

I was standing outside where I worked and just looked up 

The waterfront one afternoon 

  On top of my building 

 The National Library 

A tree on the way home 

 Trees on the Beach

On the way to the Beach

The left side of beach

The right side of the beach

A Christmas gift i got from a friend just wanted to share

Now I know I'm not all that great but I'm getting there and I never stop trying, once again this is me saying stuff that matters to me if you can relate just let me know. 

Got no Ambition? Get no Admiration!!

I am a regular guy, I put my pants on in mid air like everybody else, I love like everybody else, I hurt like everybody else and I need water to live like everybody else.  What matters is how a person deals with something not what they are dealing with at a point in time, because a problem is always going to be a problem until its fixed.  I would like to share today my goals  in life from the first to the last and how I came to these life decisions.  when I was around the age of seven (8) I remembered my grandmother (passed away while I was still in school) saying I should be a psychologist because I'm always talking and trying to psychoanalyze everything so I always wanted to pursue it because of my grandmother, so far as it goes I'm in my first year of costaatt a university in my country, doing a minor in psychology.  My second goal is to become a photographer, out of all of my goals this one is the one I'm most passionate about (probably because it so easy to achieve).  I realized I wanted to be a photographer when my aunt lent me her camera, I was 15 the first day I walked around with it I took a couple of mediocre pictures it was a very old camera and I don't have any of the old pictures I was lucky enough to snap a picture of a shotting star and as far as that dream is going I have been taking pictures randomly for several months now and saving my money to buy the best filming equipment I can find.  My last goal in life is to be the Prime Minister of my country.  I was inspired by my social studies teacher Mr. Farrick, during the time I was still his student our politicizations were very corrupt and there wasn't really a lot of people saying we would like you to let us know whats going on, I wanted to go up as the PM so that I could help everyone in my country.  I wanted to do political science but I was told by a lot of adults not to do that so I just went to costaatt where I am now studying IT and psychology.  Well thats it, if I make any one of my goals a reality that would be the most amazing thing ever and if i don't its not the end of the world.  I always remember the same words if you got no ambition you get no admiration because people only care about people who are willing to work.

Scatter Brain

Being me means I'm not you which means your not me but that doesn't mean we're not alike or we cant talk or we cant be friends it just means I have a different number on my birth certificate.  People aren't very different from each other so a little understanding and a lot of cool goes a long way, getting to know some1 is hard but you never know who will turn out to be the most amazing person you know.  I'm a scatter brain I say the first thing that comes to mind I love it even when its something stupid.  I look forward to life so I'm ready to live.

Music, Love and Breakfast

This is me saying some of stuff that matters to me, and today it’s actually 3 simply not simple topics which are Music, Love and Breakfast.  First a short bio from my dear friend Wikipedia then what I think about the topic; 

(Music is the arrangement of patterns that identify and output various harmonics.)  Now to me music has always been very important not for entertainment but for inspiration.  I like all types of music from Dance Hall to Japanese Pop, Hip Hop to Hard Core German Rock once a track has a good flow of sound I can listen and understand it, now I am not multi-lingual so for some songs only to a point. But I brought up this topic because this morning I heard a song called For You by Azu (japanese), and it made my heart pump faster the first time I told a girl I loved her but I'm rambling on.  What I'm trying to say is, I love music whether it is slow, fast, soft or loud and the videos with them add to my emotion and break down barriers within the mind, I was able to fully accept gay people because of the video for Fireworks by Katy Perry.  I am not a musician, I am not a DJ, the most I do is whistle I just heard a song in a language I didn't understand and liked it so much it made me write all this.  So if you could pick one song what would your favorite song be or just say a bunch of them it’s all good.

(Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.^[1] in philosophical context, love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection.)  Is to tricky a subject for me to hit a tackle attack, all I can say is that love is an emotion that allows people to do the stupidest of things all just to express how they feel only because in the end they hope to get the gesture of a truly stupid acts in return all for the sake of love.  I love, love and if I die young I know all my friends and family are well aware of my love for them but there are often women who I like deeply because of their personality or their looks most times both, who I would never confess my love for only because society says its uncool so to make sure I'm liked I keep my feelings in check in the hopes that one day the love can be shown time and time again.  Now I don't know who else does this I assume everybody but these are all different kinds of love and different ways to understand love among the hundreds of other ways, some people send  tiny hints, some play hard to get, some find a way to make an awkward moment cute and some never have to say a word.  What kind are you?

(Breakfast is the first meal of the day, typically consumed in the morning.)  I woke up this morning not knowing what I wanted for breakfast so I just left the house hungry because I realized after trying to figure out what I wanted to eat for 30 minutes I was late for work.  So what’s your favorite breakfast?

For nobody who knows who i really am

Hey this is my 1st time blogging and i'm not big on sharing my feelings but a really close friend of mine made a blog and it seems like fun so here i am.  I'm Nathan my friends call me whatever they want whether it be Sora, Scott, Nega Scott, Nigga, Nate, Nath, Natie or Asshole, I personally prefer Nate its the nickname that I got from a girl I loved a long time ago and liked how it sounded so whenever someone would randomly call me Nate I'd feel like there is a little bit of her left in it kinda how i can still remember her.  I am basically a nerd with swag no not  the acronym stuff we all get I mean the abbreviation for swagger.  Now my swag was inspired by two of closet friends a woman named Majik and a man named Jevon who took me shopping one day in 2009, I was 18, Jevon was 17 and Majik was 19 when we all when shopping after work that fateful afternoon. I have a lot of people that are held dear to me and I would easily risk my life for the sake of their life. I Like to think that I'm average, nothing to big and nothing to small its just comfortable even though my current dreams ask for more then that title but its where I'm at now so life is good in a sense. I have a bunch of things I like/love/understand a few are I like to watch paint dry, I love to watch anime and I understand that life is filled of situations that can not be explained or understood the way a person deals with these situations is all their own so no judging.  My idea of a good time is sitting in a room with 4 of my friends playing brawl on my friend's wii, even though I have this I still go clubbing every weekend and I still sit in a bar on weekday night making jokes with some of those close friends i mentioned earlier but when I do get that call however to come home and turn on the wii for a night of gaming the speed in which I get home is often questioned by even me but i make it down there none the less.  There are few things in this world i truly can't understand however I don't think i'm very smart I make a bunch of stupid jokes and once in a while I have an epiphany and say something deep but that's about it. I'm not special I live in the Caribbean and sooner or later the things I post here will come back and hurt me but that the price I pay when i joined rule 46 of the internet once its on the internet its on the internet forever.