Rush: randomly understanding something human

Its happening right now! In one of my old post called Barriers of the mind here's the link Barriers-of-Mind < I talked about how I get these these series of epiphanies and my mind feels strange well its happening now I'm having this rush of something I can't understand in my mind right now I feel like everything is nothing and nothing becomes everything I don't know if that made sense of if it matters weather or not sense is made! fuck my mind is feeling like someone is literally holding it against an extremely hot get engine while explaining how time travel works!!! ahhh I really can't help but scream now in my house the things around me seem so small like wow what is happening to me and all my energy is just flowing out while my eyes try to escape my skull. This is and has always been the best worst feeling ever! Like I can do anything I need to leave! I'm leaving my house now!!!!!!!!!! yes fuck thisI'm gone........ I'm back and I realized I forgot the title.

N.3.R.D Chronicle 29-4-11

Oh well I've been good how are you doing today internet? Hey everybody this happened last night on my way home from hanging with my friends in town. So I'm on my way home talking to my friend Lee and she was making fun of me for staying up so late every night when I should be sleeping by calling me an Owl so I said "HEY! I aint no owl I'm batman!" she didn't buy it and continued to call me an owl (smh).  Then I ask her if she wants to know something funny (of course she said yes) and I told her... just like this... "Ok. Well in the DC universe there are different or parallel earths where regular superheroes could be completely different people. Like Batman for instance is good and his only credible evil version is called (SIGH) Owlman". Then she laugh for a good 15 minutes before coming back and asking me if I'm serious, I said I am and she started to laugh again. A couple minutes later she called me a perfect nerd (I can't lie I was touched) so I said something sarcastic and ended my night talking to her. When I woke up I decided to post this as a nerd chronicle only because she called me a perfect nerd. Here's a pic of bats and owly

Batman and Owlman

 

N.3.R.D Chronicle 16-4-11

Ok so Its one day before my birthday and I'm watching a couple small local sides at a football tournament with a couple of my friends and we all just came back from getting gyros I sat next to my friend Jevon and we were watching the game when he looked across and saw my bb had the same wall paper since the day I got it which is The Joker holding a Pokemon card so he said "Horss you still have that picture as your wallpaper dread" so I then said "of course I do nigga this pic is EPIC!"(I really did shout by the way) after saying that I went into how the pic was epic (because it's The Joker holding a pokemon card damnit!! and not just any card he's got a Blubasaur!!! >_<) and how my obsession about the Joker and Pokemon and anime and cartoons and manga and Chuck Norris and so on and so forth for about an hour and a half when I stopped all the girls who were with us just said a big deep *SIGH*. I made a quick couple jokes and everything was back to normal.  Jevon thought this was pretty nerdy so I put it up. Oh to close it off I'm gonna add a couple pics I love from The Joker and POKeMON.

my wall paper

POKeBALLS

CHARAZARD!! 

Uncle J

a Toy at my desk

black and white 

 The Joker 

James and Aids

Barriers of the Mind

Hey everyone *sigh* I'm doing something new but its not something I would like to do.  You see as of recently (I noticed it happening about 3 months ago) I've been having these series of epiphanies late at night that cause me to stay awake all night just thinking, to me its never ground breaking thoughts but the people who hear me or wake up and read a bunch of things I post in the places where distinctive anonymous venting is allowed think its amazing or weird (I wish I didn't have to post anything but my mind is exploding with ideas all over my room) I rather not talk to anybody when its happening because I say things that make me sound either crazy or brilliant (which is a very transparent line).  Since it started I wouldn't be able to sleep like once a week and I would have a dream when I manage to finally fall asleep (I get around 3 or 2 hours sleep when it happens) but now its around 4 night a week dread and I'm putting pieces of the dream together.  Since it started the dream has usually been me in a room (its not my room that I currently live in but I think its my room) and there is this wall that's got a crack in it in the room then when I look across from me I would see somebody in my life they would say something (always something different) and I would wake up but last night I had the dream and realize things have been changing (2 pictures in my room where placed over the crack).  Last night I had the dream and I was in my living room, where I saw my stepbrother (we're not really friends), he had 2 large paintings with him (so far every time the dream came I'm always in my room) so I asked him what is he doing with my paintings he said nothing so I took them from him and went to my room but when I walked in it was the room in my dream (that's why I said its my room but not the one I live in) and I looked at the wall there were cracks and holes all over it, literally falling to pieces and as I tried to look at the other side I woke up.  The weird thing is it was really clear and a faint image of the destroyed wall is in my memory still I can't even guess what's behind it but it looks green. So I have no idea what I'm going to do about it (probably not let it bother me) I'm a pretty easy going guy though so I'll just let it happen (just need it to end by the start of the new semester).

  

FINALLY

Hey you may not know this but my a while back my step brother made a few international calls and and those calls ended up being expensive (real fuckin expensive dread) and since around that time the internet was connected to the phone bill we were forced to deal with a bill of $2683 now I don't know how much money you have but that's a lot of money to me. So with this new bill my mother and stepfather refused to pay because they wanted my step brother to pay but he didn't really care about the internet or phone bill so he said he wasn't paying either (now this is the problem) since I need the internet for school I had no choice but to depend on it so I took $100 or $300 from my pay every month till I could pay it back -_- yea all by myself even though I didn't do anything wrong (my mom said she doesn't want bad credit so we can't go with another company till its paid off).  This is an announcement to say I paid it all and I got internet at home again you are warned I am in full swing........... Your warned.

I know I talk shit but it sounds right

PARTY ALL DAY!
PARTY ALL NIGHT!
IF YOU WANNA PARTY,
WE CAN PARTY ALL RIGHT!!
Live it up people because life is slow when you don't, I'm in a happy happs mc awesome mood today I feel like I'm free from all the things that burdened me (even though I'm not). Maybe I'm just feeling a burst of sudden happiness at the end of a long day or I didn't sleep enough (as usual) but I got those butterflies that come with an average day of  feeling above average (nods). Oh I didn't say what my new addition to the reactions option is I added something I call *smoke bomb* which is something I say when I wanna escape a bad situation so if you don't like my post I won't mind because I love using smoke bombs (ninja mode). I didn't do anything new, awesome or different today, but doing something new, awesome or different doesn't have to make you feel new, awesome or different. Oh and the title is the line from a song I heard but it applies perfectly to me because.......... well..... umm >_< just ask anybody who knows me (I'm sure if you read this blog you will realize I talk shit but it all makes sense in the end).

love songs

Hey I'm gonna just post this quick because I gotta leave like right now, if it looks hurried I'm sorry.  So I got a beautiful youtuber for yall by the name of Kina Grannis, she's a musician and a really good one to. I like the cover songs she does but her originals are epic to you should give her a look. Here is the link to her channel http://www.youtube.com/user/kinagrannis and here is one of her videos (I really like this song)

N.3.R.D Chronicle 15-4-11

I'm coming to terms with my birthday and I feel really old as I'm becoming 20 (yes I know you might not think 20 is old but I'm never gonna be 19 again) so I was talking to my friend LiLi about it and she says "Yay! \=D/ nate u gotta stop worrying about it" so I go "how can I not :'(" then she replies with a sturdy "By just going with the flow 8) lol. You can't stop time" and I hit her the "or can I *nerd*" so after that I went into a theory called the Temporal Casualty Loop, for about an hour and I explained all the cons that come with it right before she said it doesn't matter and that I should use this on my blog.

Something interesting

hey everybody I managed to take a few pics hope you like them I've been really busy lately so when I get more time I'll take more pics.  Oh if your wondering about the title, I just put it because I'm to lazy to get a proper name (just had lunch facing ethnic fatigue). 

 Kairi's tail poking out

 A park in Town

A park by Tysha

A fountain by MovieTown

Charade....

This is a simple game with 11 words to make a sentence I hope you figure out what the sentence is by the end of the images and if not ask and I'll tell you.......... rel thief head 

OK so I've had this up here for a while so I'm gonna now give you the answer to the riddle and if you don't understand I'll explain just ask. The answer is;

 "I 

Never Know Best

But

Do

You

Know

I

Still

Feel

Good"

I got this idea from Karina (this stupid idea)

Hey I listen to a bunch of different songs from a bunch of different genres of music to inspire me sooo I'm here to give you the songs I listened to last week into week when I wrote a couple of my post.

A better version of a shitty song (please listen)

An auto tune crazed rasta man and a convicted woman beater

A song that makes me cry(no homo)

A pretty girls anthem (no homo)

A continuation

A woman isn't an issue 

N.3.R.D Chronicle 9-4-11

RA RADDA. RADDA RADDA RA RADDA RADDDDDAAAA!!!!!!!!!! RADDAA RADDA RADDA RADDA RA RA RA RADDA, RADDA, RA RADDA, RADDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! radda radda radda.........
Hey everybody its time to talk about something that was stupid but I think was completely justified, you see this weekend I got a 'call me' request from a number I didn't know so I called and it turned out to be an old girlfriend I didn't talk to in about 4 years (literally not even a word was passed to each other) it wasn't for a bad reason she moved away (to Tobago) and lost her phone but she remembered my number (so she says), so I called her we talked for hours and the convo got kinda intimate ..... until I saw that my favourite anime Fooly Cooly (FLCL) was back on adult swim and I was so excited that I kinda screamed (manly yelled) out OH MY FUCKIN GOD FOOLY COOLY!!!!!!!!!!! ITS FOOLY COOLY!!!!!!! I THINK I'M GONNA WET MYSELF I LOVE THIS SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then after realizing what I just said I quickly apologized and we went back into the convo (even though I was a wee bit distracted for 23 minutes).  Now I don't find this to be nerdy but after talking to my friends they all told me I'm a total retard for doing that and I replied with "then I'll jus put it on my blog".

GONNA BE FAT!

HEY DO YOU LIKE FOOD?!?!??!!?! DO YOU LIKE MEAT!!!!!! IF YOUR ANSWER WAS NO TO ANYONE OF MY 2 QUESTIONS THEN LEAVE HERE NOW AND DO NOT CONTINUE READING (if your seeing this then your answer is yes if not then GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE) SO IF YOUR WONDERING WHY MOST OF THIS POST IS IN CAPS THEN YOUR REALLY FREAKIN NOSEY AND SHOULD ASK YOUR COMPUTER SMARTER QUESTIONS LIKE WHAT THE CAPITAL OF FAN (a place in a country DO SOME RESEARCH) THIS IS ME GIVING YOU A YOUTUBE CHANNEL CALLED EPIC MEAL TIME JUST WATCHING ONE OF THEIR VIDEOS WILL MAKE YOU GAIN 2 POUNDS SO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WILLING TO GET FAT CONTINUE READING (if your reading this then you must have said yes to fat *high 5* and if no then you must be a woman so miss if you don't mind I find you to be a beautiful individual and I don't think this is a safe place for you) BACK TO THE EPIC MEAL TIME-NESS IF YOU NOTICE I HAVE BARELY USED PUNCTUATION MARKS IN THIS ENTIRE POST BECAUSE PUNCTUATION JUST AIN'T EPIC ENOUGH! I'VE BEEN WATCHING THIS CHANNEL FOR A WHILE NOW AND THEY DIDN'T REALLY GET THE HYPE THEY DESERVED UNTIL FREDDIEW HAD A VIDEO WITH THEM THEN THE REST IS EPIC (history) MY FRIEND WAS WATCHING THEIR VIDEOS THEN SAID I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT IT SOO HERE IS A LINK TO THEIR CHANNEL AND A VIDEO
http://www.youtube.com/user/EpicMealTime

GUM; GOSH NEED MUNCHIES

I just got some gum and boy oh boy am I happier that Jack on Halloween, so the girl that gave me the gum was like "hmm well if you like gum so much maybe you should blog about it" and so here I am but wait who's there? Hold on a sec! Gum is that you???
"Why yes it is me Gum FEEL MY GREATNESS Nathan"
*hugs*
oh snap what's up! you should give me a 5 gum
*high 5*
"oh I'm cool you know jus vibezin here"
yea I see ya dan
"so wa d scn wit you Nate"
 oh nun jus got a case of the munchies
"HEY HEY WAM DREAD HOW YOU ON MY CASE SO!!!"
*opens pack of gum the eats him*
You cant come round me *chew chew chew* rite gum done know!
Don't you dare look at me like that!! He should have known better or maybe been a different flavor whatever the case may be he will be in the dustbin in a couple hours so maybe he can stride on within the trash because I as a man refuse to swallow -_-

On a Whim

Ok hey everybody I've decided to become a musician (HEY SCREW YOU GUY!!!! NO THIS ISN'T BECAUSE OF BLACK FRIDAY YOU TREMENDOUS LOAD OF DOUCHE) yea so I'm going to try to get piano lessons.  From a really young age I used to play the piano at my late grandmother's house (she's the awesome one) when I would visit her it was awesome me and my cousin  would do science experiments on the dog (till the dog died *cough cough* of old age) and I would get to play with my little sister (who I haven't seen in about 8 years) it was nice to visit Mami Herbert was(is) my grandmother's name well the name I grew up knowing and I really loved her like more then anybody else I have ever know (but that is neither here nor there) this is about music and I ramble on to much, so in 3 months I'm gonna be looking for a place to take piano lessions this isn't something serious I just wanted to do it as like a side hobby and I'm taking 3 months to start because I'm up and down right now trying to get school, family, work, friends, photography (might get a professional camera by the end of this month), blog (might get a new laptop by the end of this month) and money all in order. A lot of spending this month with all the suff I just said plus my birthday -_- sigh. So yea this might just be a huge way to say I miss my grandmom but whatever I'm doing it I've been thinking of doing it for 8 months now even calling to get some classes once or twice but now I'm serious I'll keep you posted.

Gaza Talk with Chedz

BOOOOOOM!!!!!!! Yes I know I started with a sound affect but what I'm trying to say is I have a video for yall yes after alll this time I have a new one but I didn't really have time and i still don't have time so here with the help of my friends this is Gaza Talk with Chedz.

Yea so the 1st girl was the beautiful Che who's awesome and didn't even need any practice (bravo) and because I don't think Chedz has endured enough embarrassment here are the bloopers from earlier when I thought she didn't need to practice.

 

oh the Gaza phrase is (Chedz idea) Bake and Peanut butter

Generation Y - The Cure (part 3 of 3)

Heyyy yes yes I know I took extremely long to bring out the 3rd part of my critically acclaimed action movie but enough of that this is something I made to counter a couple claims made by my friend on his blog http://kenyonsthoughts.blogspot.com/ you should check it out after you ate a sandwich of course. Well if you read my other 2 post about this matter you would see I talked about "The Problem" between generation Y (people born in the 80's) and Generation X (people born in the 90's) then in my second post "The Cause" I shared what I thought the cause of all these problemes were and now were onto my final attempt at peace "The Cure" where I will try to share how to fix the problems we face now for future generations to reep the benifits of my work (if anyone cares of course -_-).  Now you see the way to fix all of the problems with the youth and all the problem with the old is to give more then just a shit about eachother and show you care in a less sarcastic and more productive way but to be honest older people you should know that younger are stupid and its not our fault (now I'm not saying this because I'm turning 20 soon) because we're young we want to make our own stupid mistakes so if you care you can care just don't hang over someone's shoulder saying 'tisk tisk tisk' waiting for them to fail this is a message from my generation to the next and the one after that we need to be better then our older counterparts because there is literally no helping them now they are to scared by our horrible ways to change its like this if we do better for the next generation then the next generation will do better for the generation after them. I'll give you a situation; there is a family and this family has a tridition where you get a punch on your arm from your older family memeber, but everybody hates the tradition however because its tradition you can't stop it but you can give the generation under your generation a softer punch each time so they will give the next geration a softer punch and so on and so forth till nobody can feel the anger and pain that comes with generations and generations of punches to the arm.  So what I'm trying to say if you haven't gotten it yet is that we need to be nicer, we need to be better, we need to be more supportive and trusting. Its not as hard as it seems if anybody can help in anyway let me know so I can you know add and fix stuff and if you want you can look up my other 2 post about generation Y. Thanks for reading this entire blast of information it didn't take long to write I just didn't have insperation for a while -_-

N.3.R.D Chronicle 2-4-11

Hey I've decided to do something new, it came to me a while ago but I only take it on recently you see I think of things that my friends consider "nerdy" when I shouldn't be thinking about it.  So I have decided to share those nerdy times with you (well not every single one just a few) starting with Saturday 2nd April so here I go. 

N.3.R.D Chronicle

Tonight I'm on my way to my favorite club to party with a couple of my friends. The club is extremely nice, has some of the most attractive women around and has free drinks all night but for some reason all I'm thinking about while this girl gives me one of the best wines of my life is if I'll get home in time to watch anime tonight (mainly FMA Brotherhood, old Cowboy Bebop and Big O).

Personally I don't find it all that nerdy but when I told my friends they all made faces like this -_- and said "sigh......nathan just stop drinking please" 

Life

I am going to stop posting things on my Blog FOREVER!!!!!!! I always hated you and you were to much work from the start!!!!!! Fuck you people out there and Fuck this Blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!! April Fools!! (yes I'm stupid I know -_-) I would never leave you guys (ever).  Well as you can probably tell today is April 1st a day where we make other people feel openly stupid for our enjoyment, sigh the things I have done today were simply brilliant like how I stole my best friend Amy's (blackberry messenger) bbm name and picture and paraded around as her for an entire day making the people in my office think I was her, after they discovered me they all joined the joke and played it on their friends as well so by lunchtime there were 3 Amys moving around bbm pulling pranks on the world.  Now I must add that a few people deleted me on bbm thinking I was Amy and I don't know who those people are so when you realize I'm gone add me back lol.  I also made a woman think she was fired and took the happiness away from the eyes of my baby bros when I told them that they could stay home from school today then leaving my house with a swift shout of "APRIL FOOLS" HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! However by far the winner in trick of the year goes to Google click here  http://mail.google.com/mail/help/motion.html for more info.  My friends I must close with this if you are hit with a joke please do not hate the person who nailed you this is a day of fun and it is to be taken lightly and sooo what if nobody believes a word I say for fear of being pranked thats ok because I am just happy their scared of me, I hope everybody had a good laugh today I know I did....... I'm soo happy to be alive ^_^