DARE

Hey all my friends out there in the world I hope your having a good day, I hope your comfortable.  This video today is special, I made it because of a dare and nothing more.

I was saying the most British words I knew which were Quitage, Cricket and Fish n Chips x_x I'm sorry British people blame my beautiful friend Alicia.

An Ode to Adam

BRO!! DUDE!! NIGGA!! CUNT!! Just to name a few of the things he calls me on a daily basis. If I had to summarize my boy in one word it would have to be Eminem because thats his favorite person in the world.  He is still one of the strangest people I know because he has never had or felt the need to taste the joy of crix and tea O.o I'm so confused by that you have no idea he claims its because he has cereal in his house (Psshhh) like cereal can contest the greatness of crix and tea.  Anyway this is my dedication to Adam my nigga, its about 5 years now I've known Adam.  We met because I had a new phone and I wanted some pictures from a very well known anime series called Naruto, so I went to my best friend Che who then showed me to Adam because Adam is also Che's best friend and we all love Naruto. Luckily Che, Adam and I all attended the same school we just were in different classes of the same year.  After that day I started to hang with Adam and Che more and more after school because surprisingly we all lived really close to each other so Che and I would visit Adam on a weekend and after school arrangement and all we've been spending all our time playing video games literally all day and all night the many weeks I've spent at Adam's house is more the I have spent in my own house partially the reason I'm into anime and manga is because Che and Adam were into it to so I had the positive reenforcement  I needed to keep it going for all these years because I was always into anime/cartoons/nerdy stuff I just never had friends who I could be that nerdy guy with I was alone in that aspect of my life so I'm forever grateful to those bastards. If you look at my earlier post you will see that I say I rather stay in on a weekend and the reason why is because when I stay in a can chill with my niggas.  So that was it that was my dedication to Adam, my brother the retarded homosexual, love you dude (no homo).

Creativity on an Uncreative 8

Waz up!! Waz upp!!!! I got a new poem to share this one is epic I swear Lexxi and I were having an average conversation when she just said "Nate its happening again!!" and like a the good book said an awesome poem was born. *majestic music* enjoy........

Never Understood

My mom.

My brothers.

My sister.

People you would think,

Would be the first people by your side.

People who,

You think would understand.

But some people don't have that.

Their mom.

Their brothers.

Their sister.

People who they thought,

Would rush to their side.

People who,

They thought would understand.

So most people think,

They'll never be understood

•Lexus Sudler•

Generation Y - The Problem (pt 1 of 3)

This is a post to the older more observant people out there not older as in late 50's or even or even late 40's, I'm here to talk about my late/mid 20's yeah I'm looking at you 80's babies or as a friend of mine calls yall the "baggy pants generation".  This is one of three (3) post and Ive titled this one The Problem its problems some gen Y people have with gen Zs'.  I recently viewed a post by him on his blog I'll share the link with you after so on his post called "Colorful Pants.... The Story of Generation Z" he noted all that was wrong with the children of the 90's, I saw it and a lot of it actually made sense but its bias in my eyes to those of us who do care and have ambitions in life.  Its an unfair post because we Generation Z people are being called lazy before we have had a chance to be a major successful productive part of the world the worse part is that when (baggy pants) Generation Y was around our ages they were the same way inspired by the music and fashion industry, you all have been doing all the wrong things in your time unfortunately some of you attempt to use our lack of age against us by saying "in my day we never did any of the things yall do" or "sigh ..... you 90's children again eh" you say we are how we are because we have the internet and you all weren't like that because you were free of the internet's corruptive ways because we have yet to reach your age the so called appropriate age for browsing the great and powerful internet (thats not a fair assumption to make), you say we lack respect, we lack discipline, we lack structure and we lack pride (just to name a few) well what I have to say is look again and then look at yourself its. You only say things like that because we weren't around to see you grow up make struggles and strides.  Its unfair that you think this way of us when we are just all young and still growing maturing learning to deal with all of life's troubles and hardships. So thats the problem the Generation before us are judging us unfairly and I'm trying to speak out for us in any way I can. look out for parts 2 and 3

Inspiration

Hey all you people out there on the beautiful internet I'm having trouble writing post ... Sigh its because for me to write a post I need the inspiration of something to make me write which doesn't seem really hard if you look at my older post "How I get down to writing a post" the thing is I'm having a problem because I'm losing inspiration I normally browse the net for something awesome to listen to while I type but these days I'm finding less awesome things and I need those awesome things, I need them bad. DO YOU HEAR ME AWESOME I'M CALLING YOU OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sigh.... if only it was so easy but I have no clue where to look anymore and I have no guarantee when all that new awesome stuff is gonna come out or if people are going to be inspired its a scary thought "life with no inspiration" I can't imagine such a world, because its not possible the mind is such a thing that can't be held back and soon new inspiration will be born and a person can be inspired and inspire someone else you could even inspire someone.  Inspiration has to be one of the hardest/easiest things in the world to achieve I'm sure you can understand why (because its impossible to force it and its often brought about by the simplest things) I don't know why I'm so paranoid to the fact that there is always gonna be inspirational crap out there people never stop creating and never stop dreaming.  I'm just scared because I'm losing sight of my inspiration or that could be because of a lot of different reasons not just a lack of stuff on the net it could be because of problems at home, stress, work, relationship problems and even something as stupid as not having the the right song play at the right moment or not having a shower by the way have you ever had an epic idea because you were taking a bathe I don't understand how that works out but it does. sigh I'm rambling again I'm sorry world I feel lost in the text of this post I think I'm going to end it right now. If you know a way for me to get some inspiration let me know or something, even let me know something that inspires you.  Thanks for reading and i wish I could go into more detail I just don't wanna bore anybody but you don't have to care its all to simple for this little words the most amazing things are often overlooked by almost eveyone

FOIL!!!!!!

Hey guys I have a video for yall and this time is the only time I tried the 1st time and failed so I changed up my approach and made it over I hope u like it:

Ok I know what it looks like and I'm just saying I'm not crazy once more.  When I was younger I didn't have a lot of toys so I just made due with clothespins till my grandmom told me to stop destroying her stuff so I tried crafting foil and its been something I've been doing for years now since I was around 6 years old. I can make anything out of foil paper I even crafted a full body suit out of it when I was 13 it was later destroyed by walking around outside and the evil rain! So yea I hope you enjoyed my little movie and yes I really did find my harmonica.

Some Image Randomness: SIR

Hey you guys I'm happy to report that I forgot to upload the pics this week x_x but I remembered at the last minute so here are a couple of pics I took while walking around I'll get more soon I promise (hope)

The Dreaded Stairs of Fate (regular stairs) 

The old building with no name ohh and the mooooon

Street lights in town

The country side 

NAPA .............. again

The sun ruining my shot

Church

A tree with some black birds

An Ode to Majik

God damn that girl has swag!!!! That's one of the things people say when they see my girl, if u ever watched me and wondered why I don't look like a homeless person then look to her for the answer.  I have known Majik for about 4 years now but the past 2 years especially this year we have become brother and sister (we literally introduce each other as bro & sis), she's a great person whose kind hearted (but doesn't take bullshit), smart (but doesn't take bullshit), great when it comes to money (but doesn't take bullshit) and like one of the most swag-tastic people I know oh yea one more thing she doesn't take bullshit.  I do almost everything with Maj we go to parties, movies, bars, gym, crack houses, other people's houses, my house, her house, God's house, tree houses, mouse house, the cat in the hat, the zoo, where I work, where she works and to movado ..... -_- (not really movado) but yeah she's epic like always epic and cool I remember I was having confidence issues and she brought me back to my confident awesomeness which is Nate lol.  When we go out its always fun and I never know what we're doing in advance, the situation is always like we're both limin she gets a call then tells me "bitch ya comin eh" yes she calls me a bitch when she wants me to come out with her because over the years she's grown to abuse me >_< and as I have said in my earlier post I don't like to go out so she roughs me up to make me go, its a very draining process that leaves me with a super active social life -_- I can't remember the last weekend I had a full nights sleep sigh but I love my lil (big) sis, I say lil (big) because she's shorter then me but older then me by 2 years ha! I remember the late nights me and her on our way home from some kind of party or something and all I was thinking was if anybody try to rob us no matter how many I'm giving Maj my BB and my wallet and telling her to run while I fight them off, because I love my lil (big) sis <3 she has done a lot for me with no intention of gaining anything in mind. She's honest, fresh to death, good with the advice, keeps my life from getting boring and always knows just when to make me her bitch. Its awesome knowing her and I'm glad she hasn't gotten bored of my weirdness yet lol so that was my dedication to Majik (which isn't her real name btw people have just been calling her that for years) she has a blog so once I get the link I'll share it.

TeeHee

Here is a guy strange people may love his name is Ryan Higa his youtube channel is called NigaHiga here's the link http://www.youtube.com/user/nigahiga?blend=1&ob=4 I would love to put in a lot more content on this post like how awesome his channel is and some of the epic videos he has like his segment Off the Pill and his music videos its really epic you should goo now! yes GO now and look at his videos or else!!!

Creativity on an Uncreative 7

Happy Valentines Day everybody so here is something to tickle your soul from lexxi. Enjoy......


Nightly Bond 


For several nights,
my crying has existed.
For several nights,
I was insistent.
Insistent,
of my sadness.
Insistent,
of my madness.
But oh no.
I had to let go.
I had went through a phase,
that lasted several days.
Several nights.
Several plights.
Plights of feeling better.
Plights of feeling okay...
Then it all came down.
Tears hitting my night gown...
Now hear this,
It has all stopped.
For one day,
I have been happy.
For one day,
not a single sad thought has entered my mind.
Thank God...
I'm no longer in this nightly bind...

•Lexus Sudler•

Follow Me

AAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have a lot to offer yall and I don't wanna seem needy but why aren't you following meeee!!!!!!!!!! *cries* (not really) you know what I think, god damn you guys are beautiful I love you guys sooo much no matter where your form or what you do or don't do yall are special and amazing and in no way shape or form were those statements before me; scaring, reasoning, begging or sweet talking you into following me (pshh) I don't even know why I'm asking you to do anything you know what forget it! Forget I even said anything you can do what you want, I ain't askin yall for nun you can do what you want I'm to cool for you anyways(mental break down).  I don't have a freakin vagina so that percentage of people who just add people because their girls is out of my reach. I'm no Brad Pitt (one of my favorite actors) so that percentage of yall looking for some eye candy is out. I don't have a bunch of pic of slutty chicks so there's another set of people gone to.  All I can do is what I've been doing which is making new post which I plan on continuing all I'm saying is come on where is the encouragement, a lil positive reenforcement couldn't hurt! could it??? Yall are to freakin stubborn I'm gonna go masturbate and clear my head.  NO NO!! Don't try to call me back now its over yeah I mean it this time we're done all you do is take and take and I never get anything from you where is my love how do I even know if your here huh!?!?!? Yeah that's right I don't ..... You always hurt me but you can call me emo because here I am with the razor blade of love ready to cut myself and bleed out entertainment for you.  I hope you enjoyed this you ungrateful, beautiful people out there.

Creativity on an Uncreative 6

I was sitting here minding my own business when BoooooM I was hit with this blast of poem by lexxi the great.  Its deep (I think it's my favorite actually) so I hope you guys like it and don't forget to check out her blog here's a quick link:  http://amorhabla.blogspot.com/


A Woman's Place


The woman,
came from the mans rib.
Not from his feet,
to be walked on.
Not from his head,
to be superior.
But from the side,
to be equal.
Under the arm,
to be protected.
And next to the heart,
to be loved.

•Lexus Sudler•

D story of Valentines Day (by nate)

It all started very very very long ago. There was a dictator named St. Valentine he was also the Governor and a very powerful man indeed. So every year on his birthday he would go out and rape women all over the land he govern when he was finished he would leave a red rose next to their body as his trademark and no one not even the police could stop him. One year he did a despicable act and raped a baby named Cupid and that baby grew to hate St. Valentine with all his heart. His father thought him how to use a bow and arrow as he got older his skills sharpened and on the birthday of that awful Tyrant Cupid did a deed most befitting St. Valentine as he gave his mid day announcements declaring the upcoming rapes for the day, Cupid shot a red arrow into St. Valentines heart killing him. Cupid then announced that valentines day will now be a day of love and giving no longer for distortion and rape from a dirty old Dictator. So the people made Cupid and his bow and arrow the symbol of love and drew him as he was a baby for there is nothing more innocent.

I swear to god this is fictional I was getting ready for work and just started typing (I got to work late because of it actually) this all the random act of a scatter brain. I hope it entertained you.

An Ode to Jevon

You are my best friend. You are an asshole.  Bro I would take a bullet for you.  I love you man (no homo). This is an ode to my best friend Jevon or as many people (except me) call him Jevy, J1, Mr. Telesford, Frost, Wonder boy, Drake and my favorite Tenisballs.  This nigga has had more name changes then P Diddy ;p. Some history into how I managed to give him the title of best friend, we met about 7 years ago in form one and we HATED EACH OTHER but thanks to South Park we became fast friends in that exact same class we met (ah those were the days). We had many adventures (literally) I remember almost all the stupid things I did in school he was there for every single one of them and I was there for almost every single stupid thing he did we lived in 2 completely different parts of Trinidad and it was a wiiiiii bit impossible for me to visit my nigga because of the distance so it was just the mon-daily "oh shit nigga wats up I missed you over the weekend" but thats when we were in school now that we're out its every night, every weekend and everyday  kind of thing for us and its been epic.  I have never met anybody that I'd rather spend the rest of my life wi ...... wait a sec wrong wrong wrong that was kinda gay so forget I said (yes yes I know I can delete it but where's the fun in that), sooo long story short Jevon is one of my oldest friends and has proven that time and time again how epic our friendship is, I wish I had made up a test or something but life does things to make people show their true colors and this nigga's a real double rainbow of awesome. My best friend, my scapegoat, my brother, my control, my nigga, my critic and the one person who knows me better then anyone I've ever met in my life.   A short list of things me and Jevon did but never planed to do are but is not limited to:
Go to school together,
Get in trouble a few times for bullshit,
Sounding alike,
Racing to town,
Asking people for $1 to make $100,
Making a crew called the Assholes,
Destroying my foil men,
Singing those songs,
and last but no least becoming best friends

Quiet I'm Recording

Hey everybody I've got an awesome spoof, original sketch and music channel for yall on youtube the guy's name is Chester, he's super talented I was gonna show you a different channel but I just had to let this guy loose on my blog.  He plays the piano and sings. With the list of epic songs, covers and remakes he has you wont get bored anytime soon so here's his channel hope yall enjoy: http://www.youtube.com/chestersee

I and Her

I am a simple guy. I don't ask for a lot. I don't ask for a little. I grew up knowing if I work hard I get what I deserve so I listen and work hard. She is an easy going girl.  She asked but never for more then she needed. She never asks anyone she doesn't love.  She grew up knowing if she worked hard and stayed clean she would get what she deserves so she listened and worked hard.  I met her thanks to a friend, it was random as hell but she was cute.  As the days went on we stayed in contact talking more and more each day, it was nice the things she said made me feel like I was the bravest most amazing guy she had ever know (I felt great).  She met me thanks to my rudeness, she smiled at what I hoped was my jokes but I was persistent.  As the days went on she messaged me back I told her things to make her never question how beautiful she is and how impossible it would be if I didn't have her in my life (I had no clue how things would get).  If I could summarize her in one word I would say perfect, she smiled.  I asked her to summarize me in one word she said its to hard to find just one word, I laughed.  I'm not the type of guy to talk about mt feelings. She's the type of girl to make me talk about them anyway.  I don't regret one day I talked to her even after I thought I lost her.  She said I'm crazy the way I always find a way to text her when she says "I miss you".  I had a problem with her ex boyfriend so I talked to him (it worked).  She said she's having a problem with her ex boyfriend, she accepted my help (her smile was payment enough).  I asked her if she was happy.  She told me she wasn't sure.  I asked her if she wanted me.  She said she wasn't sure.  I wasn't in a place to give up. She was in a place where giving up is all the people who loved her have done.  I told her to be with me.  She told me she'd love to so we did and then my one became two.  It was fun for a while, it was perfect for a lil while longer.  I made her promise. She made me promise. I stayed faithful but that wasn't enough.  She lost the love and told me the truth.  I saw it coming but was still surprised. She heard me cry and said she was sorry.  I thought I lost the love of my life I was wrong.  Her life at home got tougher. I ..... (silence).  She left against her will for what (I thought would have been forever).  I forgot about her for a while.  She found a way to get back in contact with me (randomly messaged me one day). I smiled so hard my cheeks almost burst. She made me laugh. I remembered how much fun we had.  She left again not by her choice and was gone longer then before.  I found new love.  She found new love. I lost the memory of her until one day her name popped back into my head.  She came back the day I remembered her.  I hope she won't leave again.....

I sat down today and just typed I had no clue where I was going with it, to tell ya the truth I still don't but I'm glad I was able to say it all.

Weekend at Adam's

Hey its Sunday and I'm with my best friend Adam we're (I'm) bored so I made a video don't judge us just because there is a huge mess.

There is also me in a hoody its because it gets really cold at night and I woke up like 15 minutes before I made this video if you were wondering nah we're not high.

Waz Up World

Waz Up World, do you like rap music? do you like original content? Do you like Storms?? Do you like black guys? Then my next youtuber is the guy you need his name is De Storm he's a rapper/singer he makes awesome videos and his songs are amazing her has literally made a song where he wasn't singing a song and it sounded EPIC I recommend you check him out heres a link to his channel http://www.youtube.com/user/destorm?blend=1&ob=4 I hope you enjoy the music in your mind and in your pants

PIC : Pictures I Collect

Well its been 2 weeks and as I told you (promised) here are some pictures I took on my blackberry. May your mind be molded into a shape that rivals the shape of the most beautiful Unicorn in the sea

Outside a window in City Gate while I wait on Tysha

Walking under a shortcut 

(kinda looks like a nipple hehe)

In a maxi on my way to work 

A bracelet I got from my ex best friend the day we stopped talking to eachother 

THE LIGHT!! 

NAPA

Outside my window one random night 

Out my building 

Down to the ground floor  

My bracelet and ring 

(YES I OWN A BRACELET!!! NO ITS NOT GAY!!!!!!!!!)

Looking out the window of a car in the rain

I hope you enjoyed my pictures I need to go to some better locations because I feel like my pictures are getting stale. Let me know if you think the same thing

Creativity on an Uncreative 5

Hey everybody I almost forgot to give yall that new post from the amazing Fred (lexxi) I hope you enjoy she calls this one;


Apple Trees


Girls are like apples in the trees.
The best ones are at the top.
The boys don't wanna reach for them,
cause they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.
So they get the rotten apples from the ground,
they're not so good but easy to get.
So the top apples think something is wrong with them,
when in reality,
they are the pride of the crop.
They just have to wait.
Wait for the right guy to come along,
who's brave enough to climb all the way,
all the way to the top.
So in my case,
I'm waiting.
Just waiting for that guy,
but I think he's almost here.
Cause last night,
I heard some rustling in the leaves.

•Lexus Sudler•

Pianos

I gave this post the title Pianos which makes no sense because there are no Pianos in the entire post. I just wanted an excuse to type something under the video but still I hope you enjoy listening to me yap on (^_^).

An Ode to Tysha

I have a best friend, she's a really great friend and I can't imagine life without her in it (I dare say I'm lucky). She's awkward, loves Naruto and always makes me laugh those are qualities you can't find in just some random person. She's a super creative chick who can draw the most awesome pieces of anime related art.  When she was around age 14 she drew her own manga a spin off from Naruto where she was Sasuke's daughter Raiga and it was epic each of her friends were given a character in her story to call her own this was what she did when she wasn't studying, playing football or idolizing Mel B (Scary Spice of the Spice Girls).  Tysha and I met about 5 years ago in a DVD store in town it was kinda weird at 1st but she was inside of an anime store so I kinda figured she couldn't be all that bad I walked her to her stand right before she got into a maxi to go home I asked her for her number (I got it) and now the rest is history. When I have a problem she's often to wrapped up in her own thoughts to help but that doesn't mean she won't try and fail (like she always does) but as my friend the fact that she tries is enough for me,enough to make me happy, enough to make feel the need to always be there for her and support her in whatever she does once its right for her.  She has a slight problem though, you see she hates literally every girl that I've ever been with its kinda strange but all she say is that there is something about them she doesn't like I told her she's crazy and she always agrees with me then we change the subject lol.  We have had rough times about as many as I can count on my fingers like all good friends have but the fun times are far to frequent to count and luckily the fun times outweigh the bad when it applies to us.  We can effortlessly communicate now and have risen to heights only a few people get to reach in a life time I trust her and will always protect her not because she needs protection but because I what I desire is to keep my best friend safe and happy, to remind her no matter how heavy life gets on top of her I'll be there to help lift it with her.  I'm here saying this is my ode to my best friend Tysha's who's awesome to say the least I hope you enjoyed this post, finding out about my friend/s, finding out that I'm a big softy and finding out once you get to know me you could end up getting an ode to.

A.R.M = A Random Message

I'm gonna jump right into this and say that I take great pleasure in little stupid things, like how a cup can fit into another cup or the sun shines everyday or she smiles.  I'm a man of many loves and little hates and I have no clue how I'm gonna write this post its all random, its all me saying random little things I take great joy out of, its nothing you may want to be bothered with, its me talking about what matters to me. Today a few random things happened like I figured out that I can write poetry in an attempt to harmlessly flirt with a girl lol, I found some amazingly awesome videos on youtube, I made a video, I told my mom I loved her, I told me dad he wasn't a good dad, I say a baby pigeon come out of its egg to see the sun for the 1st time and I changed my bbm name but in the greater scheme of things I guess all that doesn't matter. At the end of the day this is nothing but a random post from a hopefully normal guy with normal run of the mil problems.  There is no inspirational message at the end of this post no snappy ending that gonna stay in your head for the rest of the week nothing like that at all this is just me talking and it turns out that most of the post was me saying this is me talking my bad world.