To the rest of the World

Hey world I'm Nathan, age 19, afro Trinidadian decent.  I'm here to tell you I see your struggles and turmoils and fights, wars, raids in the streets it pains me to see I can't help there are so many protest so many people willing to fight for what they believe to be right, willing to fight, willing to risk their lives all for a simple change in legislation or bill or ban its fucking disgusting to see how the government is treating you and how many lives are going to be lost but I'm not some hippie saying "FUCK THE ESTABLISHMENT!!!!" I'm a guy with friends all over the world who is seeing people where they live being oppressed and treated unfairly by people who already got what they now have to fight for.  I'm here saying if I had to do the same thing you have to now I would do it and what you are doing isn't as easy as saying "I'll do it!!!! I'll go up against the Police and the Government and fight in the streets!!!!" Fuck No its scary as fuck, I can't even imagine all of your minds when it comes to dealing with this Bull Shit so I am making this post to say your struggles are not in vain and other people around the world hear you and are trying to help in any way we can.  (Me venting because of the protests in Britain and Egypt)

Good day to you

Are you in need of a couple really big words?  Do you wish to impress your friends by saying such things as "shall we have an intellectual conversation" as you sit amongst them in your distinct hang out?  Do you sit around all day never attempting to learn but any information you think may impress the people around, you latch onto then forget once the initial high of sounding smart has left the room? Then the following youtube Channel is not for you and I doubt people who relate to the above questions even read my blog.  Do you have a deep need to know about the universe we live in? Are you currently unable to stop reading, researching and documenting your daily exploits on this earth? Do you have unanswered questions but refuse to sit and wait for the answers to just fall in your lap? I have a real treat for everyone who can relate to those questions the channel is called Thunderf00t and its all about Science, Education, a lil Religion and all around knowledge.  Its a good channel for non judgmental people who are looking for information and not a quick fact here's the link http://www.youtube.com/user/Thunderf00t#p/u/13/vktnYVOsDns enjoy ^_^

Creativity on an Uncreative 4

Here once more to tingle your soul is another poem by the late great Lexxi.  I hope you enjoy.

Somewhere,
There's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds that in your presence life is worth while.
So when you're lonely,
and think no one will love you like you dream of,
Remember,
That this one thing is true:

That somebody,
Somewhere,
Is thinking of you.

•Lexus Sudler•

A World of Google and Facebook

I was watching CNN recently and I heard this "We are a Nation of Google and Facebook" so says the president of the United States and he was right but he meant the for his country alone the thing is that he was suppose to say this is a World of Google and Facebook (probably a bad writer) because you can't really boil internet browsing down to only one part of the world because the internet makes the entire world one, uno, ichi, unul, une so many ways to say the word one. Its really like that theory Pangaea (when the entire world was one big land mass there were no other countries just the super continent and endless ocean) so in Pangaea there was nothing to far away because everything was on the same land mass, now we may have a problem of directly getting in physical contact with each other but we are all able to contact each other trough cyber space and the social networks are where most of the action happens.  Facebook takes over lives as we all know all to well its impossible to escape if you joined to find an old friend, old lover, meet new people or even to promote your business, once you join your hooked and there isn't really an escape from it till you lose either your profile to the FB Gods or you lose your internet connection.  Maybe you will be a member of those people who don't like FB but I have never seen such a being before it just doesn't seem plausible to me because facebook is boring but its boring because you can do everything on it to easily unless your playing FB games (I don't play FB games EVER I just don't like them) but they are loved by most of the FB users out here.  Now we can touch on the subject of FB for like ever but I wanna move on to Google because basically what I'm trying to say is FB is super addictive but you already knew that I guess lol.  As for Google now its big because it makes most uninformed (stupid) people find all the answers to all their questions (no matter how stupid) very easily and people are on this earth to find answers so an easy to use answer machine is just what we needed.  I'm not saying smart people don't use Google because believe me they do everybody has used Google at least once in their life its perfect for guys and gals of all ages whether your using it to get a lil help on a project, finding out what a big word your using means or just looking for a nice site to watch free porn on its all you need to unwind after a busy day or to distract you from your somewhat boring life its perfect for something or anything or nothing  it lets anybody know any language, it gives you random facts and it even shows you the world we live in almost perfectly.  I really gotta hand it to the Google and Facebook teams they are great at what they do.  In short I said all that stuff because we are all one because of the internet an old friend of mine once had her facebook status as "I google therefor I am" it made sense just like you are what you eat.  There are other browsers the Google and other Social networks other then Facebook but its not the product that your going for its the brand name so this was me rabbling hope you liked it

OMFG Soooo Excited Guess What!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!

I'm so happy I figured out how to pause and play live video its all because after I make a video I see the record icon still there so I tried to re-record something and it worked I almost feel down laughing because of how simple I get joy out of such tiny stuff like this hahahaha life is nice again

How I get down to writing a post

For people looking to make a blog but don't know how to let their creative juice cum all over the face of cyber space I'm here to tell you how I do what I do (even if I don't do it well) first of all I sit down, then I turn on the computer, once the computer is on I go onto the internet and search around for random stuff I may watch anime or manga a lil (all day) or I may  browse youtube a lil (all freakin day), sooner or later I'll get to a point where I'm stuck with something really epic on my lap like a song or a video (most of the time its a song) I log onto my blogger account and just listen to that one song or video during the entire process of creating my post like today I found the male version of a song that touches my heart called For You by Azu its awesome and the male version give it an entirely new feel its like eating the same cookies and cream ice cream from 2 different stores however I have written post while listening to entire playlist of really awesome songs I just find when I listen to that same song that made me feel a bunch of random emotions all at once makes the words fly off my fingers faster because I can never rehearse this before I post something.  I hope my retarded method works for you out there with writers block or you out there who just never know what to post, comment and tell me what your method is I might make a post about that or you could make one so that I could tell people "hey my buddy ........ made a post saying how he/she makes up post here it isssss"  

An Ode to Sal

Do you love football? Are you a girl? Do you have aspirations of being a doctor? Do you live in London? If your answer to all of these questions is yes then you are similar to my friend Sal who just so happens to be like the most innocent chick I know (so she says haha).  This is me saying how awesome it is to know and be best friends with Sal even though she lives in a COMPLETELY  DIFFERENT COUNTRY we still manage to talk literally all day and all night despite the fact that London is 4 hours ahead of Trinidad she manages to do it and wake me up ever morning (sigh) thanks to the magic of BBM (ooooohhh fog  mysteriousness).  Sal is what you can call a girlie girl (even though she loves footballs) she likes boys (she calls them eye candy SMH!), she likes make up and looks great in a sari, she's also the 1st girl I ever met with classic Indian parents like the ones from the movies who say "You have to marry an Indian doctor" and stuff like that we argue every single day for the stupidest stuff but at the end of it we laugh and I declare myself the winner. Sal is a great person a funny chick and sometimes manages to make snappy come backs that surprise my balls off and talk about relationship smart she's the girl I run to when my exs start getting crazy or a girl I like is getting distant or the girl I'm with is getting complacent its great having her in my life everyday she's one of the girls I would be a helpless without and I would cry if I heard her cry (no homo) just because I care to much lol.  So that was me telling you a lil about sal and how awesomely amazingtastic epicology she is btw sal is crazy just needed to say that , I'm not gonna say why or how I'm just letting you know she's crazy.

Tower of God

hey you guys I felt like sharing something I love with yall.  This really epic manga I found called Tower of God here's the link http://www.mangareader.net/1757/tower-of-god.html I found it accidentally and I'm deeply in love with the story line I mean talk about wooooooooooooooow it caught me from the description alone which is "What do you desire? Fortune? Glory? Power? Revenge? Or something that surpasses all others? What ever you desire, that is here. Tower of God." Its all about this..................... its to awesome to jus talk about in such a manor I wish for you to watch it not for me to sell it out its an action, adventure, drama, fantasy, romance, supernatural manga and you can feel each character has his or her own soul I watch manga regularly and I have to say one like this doesn't come around every season I recommend you have a read, but hey thats just me.

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!

I'm shouting right now in my head. Life is both awesome and crappy the crappiest its ever been but screw it. Since people often want to hear the bad before the good 9 (because the good helps us forgot the recent bad).  I lost 2 of my friends this weekend one of them was horribly my fault and I wish I could take back what I did but its impossible all I can hope is that she realizes I'm sorry then on to my other friend who died this weekend in a terrible car accident, she was taken to young and all my condolences go out to her family and other friends.  NOW on to the good I have found that my friends are there for me when I need then a couple of my friends stayed with me and tried to make me feel better this weekend I'm super grateful to them their names ( alias') are Sue, Sal, Lili, Maj, Tys, Kels and Lexxi out of everyone I'm most impressed with Lexxi she stayed up literally all night with me while I vented about all the bad stuff, it touched me ya know I'm sending out a special thanks to her.   Other then that I cleaned my room and got a T.V in there to boot so yea I'm a lil more happy now thanks for listening (or reading as the case may be) you guys are awesome and all my other friends are awesome to I love you guys I love you sue <3 ^_^

Would like to nap

Hey everyone I had an awesome day yesterday I went to work, I played football (my team won) and I went to the cinema and got to see 2 movies Faster( a lil crappy) and The Green Hornet(added to my list of most awesome movies I've ever seen list) then I got home around 12:30am I ate dinner with my mom who was in the kitchen fixing herself some tea, after I ironed my clothes for work then did some sit ups and push ups in my room until I passed out on the floor around 2am.  This is where things get bad I wake up and 4am get ready for work fall asleep in the car get to work @ 8 where I was bombarded by work up until a lil later today so I shot a video of me being hope you enjoy

Hey Guys

Hey all my action hungry friends out there have I got a treat for you this is a youtuber called Freddiew its a special affects, action, random and epic video channel its just to awesome for words if you love boom boom, explosions and the most epic blast of nerdiness to your face then check this out here's the link everybody yourself. http://www.youtube.com/user/freddiew?blend=1&ob=4#p/a/u/2/m67OzsmX41E

A piece of my Dream

Hey all if you looked at my earlier post you'll see some pics I took on my phone I'm gonna share some more pics I took while randomly walking through my country.

New Year firework ^_^

My Tiger

Rosary, bracelet, earing and belt  (My Christmas gifts)

My Tiger with D Shades

Random Building the sun reflected off 

The park holding a Wedding I was invited to

Santa clause hat(red), bracelet(heart) and Scrap paper(message) 

Water Front

On the high way home one afternoon

A couple of my converses, scrap paper, a cross, skateboard, leaf headband and dragon carpet

(NATE) 

Outside my window

On my way home 

If your wondering why I added those pics of things put together in a certain order its because I felt a rush of creativity and I wanted to share it with you all.  Hope you enjoy . ^_^

an Ode to Lexxi

Hey all I would like to share a lil about how awesome ma girl lexxi is with the world because no girl has ever done it like lexxi.  Lexxi is a really old friend of mine and if you've paid attention to my previous post you'll notice lexxi helped me out on my blog by adding a lil piece of herself with each of those deep poems I put up here. The years I've know lexxi took us through good and bad and she's still one of my most trusted advisors on how not to do stupid shit.  The second I do some stupid shit I wait about 3 minutes then boom (text revived) I already know  its her telling me stop; like the time I started smoking she was there talking to me for hours telling me why I should stop even though we're friends after I say and shout that I didn't want her help she kept trying telling me "Nate this aint cool!! This aint safe!! This aint funny!! You need to stop because it will kill you" she talked to me for so long I completely understood what she was trying to say and her words touched me she's pretty much the reason I stopped. I gotta say that's an epic quality indeed not to mention she's drop dead gorgeous with that down to earth ,nerdy, anime and manga loving quality. Lexxi is one of the funniest girls I know she I could still remember the 1st message she sent to me it was a pm on facebook she said (please don't rape me!!) I laughed for weeks!!!! If it sounds creepy that I laughed then I just can't help you. She was gone for a while but she mysteriously reappeared in my life after a bunch of crap happened in her life its not like I missed her (cuz I did *rly funny story about why*) its just when a person you talk everyday to goes away and no matter what you can't help you feel a piece of yourself went away to, you worry about the safety of your friend and you miss all the epic jokes lol.  So basically this is an ode to a close friend, a beautiful girl, an ex lover, a trusted source of all that isn't stupid and one of the funniest people I know. Here is a link to Lexxi"s blog  http://amorhabla.blogspot.com/2011/01/amor.html enjoyyy (^_^)

This is the 1st of many odes I will be making about my friends who made me who I am in some way or another unfortunately none of them except Lexxi (yes this is an uodate saying lexxi has a blog and its awesome) have blogs so they may not get to see any of these but at least the world will know of their awesomeness!!! 

Creativity on an Uncreative 3

Whoop Whoop!! we got another poem from lexxi yall!!  If you scrolled down you would she my 1st creativity on an uncreative post was a poem from ma girl lexxi now she's back with a new one for all the ppl who see my blog to enjoy.


Sometimes

Sometimes you gotta run away,
to see who'll run after you.
Sometimes you have to talk quieter,just to see who's listening.
Sometimes you gotta stand up in a fight,just to see who's by your side.
Sometimes you have to make that wrong turn,
to see who's there to put you on the right path.
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love,just to see if they love you enough 
to come back.

•Lexus Sudler•

The Challenge

Hey you guys this is me walking home talking to myself, but when you click play it turns into me taking to you *plot twist*

I hope you enjoy and for a lil extra fun for you play this game (pause randomly during the video and see what my face looks like for a cheap laugh) 

He's (I'm) not Dead!!!!!!!! ^_^

Hey all well even though I haven't posted something in a while I'm happy to report that I'm not dead and I have a bunch of things to announce will become permanent on an uncreative.  So I'll give you the name, then a short description and how often I'll post these different things.  So here ya go hope you like the update so without further (blah blah blah) here ya go: (random drum roll from the heavens)

1. A short message from Nate; I make a video of me just talking and allow you to see me unedited for your (sick) enjoyment (at least once per week), 
2. Creativity on an Uncreative; I take a poem from one of my friends and post it for you to enjoy and (harshly) judge them (at least once per week), 
3. ODE!!; I dedicate and ode to one of my close friends letting the world know of their awesome achievements in awesomeness (at least once per week), 
4. Random Ode -_-; I make an ode to randomness and try to share a random situation I was in during the course of my life(at least twice per week), 
5. For my Tubers; I take a youtube channel that has been giving my stamp of approval for entertainment and share it with yall(at least once per week), 
6. ME= Mentioning Everything; I talk about something random I never know what exactly I just sit and it comes to me so that I can show it to you (at least 4 times a week),
7. Something I love (mostly anime, music, and manga); me talking about something I love for the day (like whenever I feel like doing it),
8. A piece of my Dream for you; I share pictures I took on my phone with you hoping you like it (hopefully every 2 weeks) 

Well thats it so I'll be sending all those post out from tomorrow so (yea yea its just one day damn it) just bare with me until then thanks

Creativity on an Uncreative 2

hey yall this is a poem by one of my best and oldest friends J Heredia she heard I put poems from my friends on my blog so she decided to take a crack at it and make a poem which is this poem, which is her first ever poem lol so here is the debut of my friend J's poem I hope yall like it cuz i think she did great.  ohh but she didn't have a title so I gave her one these are the words she said to me when she showed the piece of poetic guineas.  


Take a pull and take it in


Looking at the past, 
staring at myself
Remembering the days when I loved u unconditionally
Waitin 4 u to ask and give what evers left of me
My feelings took the back seat , 
while u were in the fast lane , 
lookin to ur homeis saying "I can't even remember her last name"
Late nights crying , convincing myself that now were finally through
Got up grab my purse and heals saying that I'm done with you
But oh you see me happy and deciding to pull ur hand breaks
Say you can't stop thinkin bout those good ol days
Hitting up my fone saying you wanna meet up
Nigga fix ur face cuz I never eat what I threw up
Your feelings is like we watching a burning building
The building that I lit the match n walked away while u where screaming
I'm starting fresh , free I'm ready to mingle
Loving you was old news cuz bitch I'm SINGLE!!!

What up People how's it going

Hey people who watch my blog last week I added a new segment where I take a you tuber's channel.  This time I'm giving you a guy named Joe Penna he calls himself the Mystery Guitar Man all one word which I think is pretty epic in itself lol.  He plays music but not in the conventional sense he does it by cutting clips of himself playing each note it can literally take hundreds of clips to make one video, so if you like how it sounds here's the link to his channel   http://www.youtube.com/user/mysteryguitarman?blend=1&ob=4#p/u/0/lwLz1lBleG8 hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

an Ode to DeadEyes -_- and a ChronicStumbler

Hey yall this is a lil sum sum I wanted to say to 2 of my friends. One that I always talk to and the other that I have the opportunity to formally talk to either way they both have proven their awesomeness I met the ChronicStumbler in real life she's a very close friend to me, one of my best friends to tell ya the truth she's always there for me especially when I tell her I don't need any help thats what makes her well her.  She truly has a love of helping, a cute humble chick who loves IMVU, Adventure Time with Fin and Jake, Techno music and Love. (side note) she's the person that encouraged me to make a blog so I thank her for that. Now we have DeadEyes a cool lookin chick who has a lot to offer, I found out about her by accident actually.  I was looking at the ChronicStumbler's blog and click on her name, and I'm sure happy I did her blog was creative, interesting and really well polished.  She has great taste in music and the art I see on her blog has been both funny and interestingly amazing at times, she seems like a cool, smart down to earth chick but although she's awesome thats not why she's in my ode she's here because a couple days ago I figured out I had a problem in my post called my problem lol and she could have stayed quiet read my blog and leave my page but instead she tried to help, she gave me advice, she did a random good deed and it helped a lot.  Stuff like that no matter how small should always be praised, people like them who do acts of good with no alternative motive should be praised so I made an ode to them.  I have a lot of other friends who deserve odes to be dedicated to them like Lexxi, Jevy, Maj, Tsi, Tys, Jossie, Sparkle, Terri, Amy, Adam, Che, Sal  but they don't have blogs so they may not see it.  here are the links to both of their awesome blogs by the way please take pleasure out of it cuz its great. ChronicStumbler:   http://theventingchronicles.blogspot.com/  and   DeadEyes -_- : http://secondraterskillthemselves.blogspot.com/

A short message from Nate

I have no idea what to post and I have a shit ton of stuff to type today so I cant take my usual 4 hours to make a post, so I made a short video of me walking to the bathroom and back I'll post something else tomorrow.  Thanks ^_^

My Problem

The square root of 69 is 8.30662386.  A lot of people know me but few know that I'm suicidal and I'm an atheist.  The thing is I think about dying almost everyday, I just don't have the balls to do it.  Not because I don't have my step dad's gun or a nice high place to jump off of, the reason is because me killing myself is a selfish act thats just not rational, I rather just stay with my life my friends and my dysfunctional family then end it just to do nothing because I don't believe in god and the only reason I have to believe in him is that it would be easy but its not like I hide my beliefs I just don't go around shouting "I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD!!!!!" if my friends ask I just tell them the truth its not hard to tell the truth and to tell you the truth I'm not the type of guy to see a problem and ask for help (sigh its one of the problems most people have with me) I rather smile to hide the frown or work out whats wrong on my own time.  Right now I'm not even asking for help I'm just venting on my blog because I don't want to come here and be judged for being too happy or for my beliefs or because I feel like dying most days. I wish to stay anonymous but thats impossible in this day tech is just to advanced lol.  I'm sorry I was rambling on you see my problem is that I don't know what my problem is I am having a rush of emotions right now and I can't leave my desk in work so I guess thats why I'm putting this out here on the place that once you put something on it never truly comes off onto; The Magnificent Internet where I spend most of my days and after I leave here I go off to laugh with my friends where I spend most of my nights maybe I wanna die because I'm to happy because my life isn't horrible I have a place to sleep, I have a family, I have friends, I have a job and I had the Lord I just realized that wasn't for me.  So why do i feel like I'm missing something?

oh and if your wondering why I put the square root of 69 I really have no reason I just didn't know how to start this up and on my playlist that song with drake and some whore came on lol (in that song drake's verse was the only thing that mattered) so I worked out the square root and put it to open this shindig.

Creativity on an Uncreative

Hello out there this is another thing I have been planning for a while with my very dear friend Alexis.  You see she makes poems really awesome ones in my eyes so I asked her to send me some of them and I'll share each one with you on my blog every week!!!!! XD (the XD was just cuz i can. Yea. WHAT!! Well do something about it ............. hmm yea I didn't think so) so here is the 1st poem its called ;


Various Ways


I pass a lot of people.
Small.
Short.
Big.
And tall.
But when I pass a group,
A group of mixture,
I get tense.
You see,
This is a world of mixed personalities,
Mixed people.
And we're all in it.
So why do we judge eachother so harshley?
Why don't we judge ourselves first?
In this world of variety,
We must all look.
We must all share.
Share ourselves.
Share our cultures,
Our beliefs.
Because variety is everything.
Variety is us.

•Lexus Sudler•

My BB and Me

This is my BB inspired dedication to awesomeness!!! I love my BB and my BB loves me, it can't physically talk back but it always answers me, my calls to stop boredom, my calls to help my friends in need,my calls to help  distract my little brothers with funny youtube videos and show who ever I like a video that might distract them from the awkwardness of a first date.  This is for my BB there are many like it but this is mine, without me my BB is nothing  and without my BB I am nothing  (in a sense) you see the love of a BB is only gained when you have truly accepted it the key is to love your BB not worship it because when you worship your BB the Green BB demon comes and makes you lose your BB in the worst ways like the dreaded "Oh NOOOOOO my BB fell into the toilet" situation so once your BB has unlimited internet your good to go.  I really care deeply for my BB but the only thing I can't do on it is update my blog............ SIGH what a useless piece of junk!!!

How I remember the women I randomly meet once

I meet people everyday and most of them I see sooner or later a lil way down the road, unless of course I meet a woman in some random situation, like how I'm about to explain.  Its like I would be in a place where I don't want to flirt or track or interact sexually with a beautiful young lady but the world wont let meeee!!  So I would meet someone while feeling how I'm feeling then boom enter cute girl.  Like for instance the first time this happened both my best friends were fighting and they wanted me to pick out of them both who I wanted to keep talking to and if i didn't pick they threatened to stop talking to me.  so i was pissed and being pissed I went out with my two other friends to drink after getting pretty intoxicated we left the bar and made our way staggering around town, eventually we ended up sitting on the corner next to the Guardian building.  While sitting there I saw an amazing looking girl walking down the road so I told my two friends "hey alya see that girl?  I'm gonna go talk to her!" and for some strange reason I got up walked straight up to her and said what was wrong with me that night, to my surprise she was already upset because her friends had abandoned her to walk down the road alone.  So there we were venting about how crappy our friends were for about 10 minutes then we just started talking about other stuff for about 20 minutes till her mom started going crazy waiting for her.  Then we said good bye but I didn't ask her for her number and she didn't ask me for mine *slams hand on forehead* and that happened in June of 2009.  Now some how every single time this has happened the random girl and I have always been in the same mind set but some how we'd still end up making conversation then leaving without a way to do it again. You see I have no problem talking to women its just sometimes I drop the ball and when that happens I am forced to tell myself  "I should have asked her for her number ............. sigh"  like the time I went to a club called catalyst it was an epic night but when I was there from the start to the end of the night me and a cute girl with really nice hair were making eye contact.  eventually we talked for about 6 minutes before her friends dragged her out because it was about 10 minutes before the club stopped pumpin I found out where she lived and while she was leaving she tried to call out her number but I only got what I think are the last 4 numbers.  I did go back to the club another night but I didn't see her, this one happened around August 2010.  Ok ok I get that I ramble on so I'll make this my last example of UBER RANDOMNESS.  In the accounts department where I work there is this girl who was my age with kind of the same taste as me.  Now I was invited up there on New Year's eve for lunch now while I was up there among all the people she was there to and I was instantly attracted to her, she just had a swag about her.  After the meal was over everyone was sitting by the table laughing and she got a call from her dad, it appears that he came to take her home ..... On the next day of work my supervisor asked me to go up to accounts to collect a file from the floor supervisor (big shot) while up there I saw her she was in casual clothes so I asked her why, she said she was only suppose to work in this building for 2 weeks so I kinda started to feel like if I don't get her number now I never will then when I was about to ask her for it the floor supervisor called me to come get the file because apparently she had a meeting she was running late for and at the same time the girl was about to leave because she had to go A.S.A.P. while I was talking to the floor supervisor she left I wanted to go after her but leaving would mean I need to deal with an angry boss, so as soon as I was done I rushed to see if I could still find her needless to say it was an epic fail.  Its cool though there are plenty of fish in the sea of randomness.

1ST POST OF THE NEW YEAR

OMFG!!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lets do it bigger then before, lets sky dive off the moon, lets fall in love, lets follow our dreams, lets stand up for whats right, lets social network, lets party, lets dare, lets truth, lets make long random conversations about absolutely nothing related to the original point that started the conversation, lets lime, lets study, lets work, lets play, lets have an adventure, lets take a break, lets watch a movie and lets eat breakfast.  Life is a big amazing amount of surprises and shouldn't be taken lightly.  A new year and a new day is the same thing, because when the day is done and the sun and moon switch places it all becomes the past and I don't know about you but I don't want to remember my past as me being all sad unless I watched the movie Titanic. I have no idea how to wrap this all up so I'll give you a few words of wisdom that my mother told me ...... you know your loved even when you can't feel it so don't feel bad when life goes wrong and go clean the kitchen before I leave you in a pool of your own blood.  I really love my mom she tries to be a good parent even though she's super violent but I'm just rambling on, so i guess its time to say ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME?